Pain & Pleasure = Helpless

I went to shopping this morning and bought couple very cute shoes.

Aren't they cute??? I wasn't having much interested in these kind of shoes before because they make my feet uncomfortable when I wear them. It's a genetic + bone structure problem because my mum and my sister have trouble on these kind of shoes as well. It seems like our back heels is flatten than other people and our feet don't fit nicely into the curve-shaped heels of the shoes, which either the shoe will constantly fall off from our feet when we walk, because our feet are unable to hold it, or the top of the back heels of the shoes, which nicely bend inward, will scrub the skin of our back heels and we will end up with a bleeding feet.

However, these two shoes look so cute on me that I decided to buy them even though I know I will suffer later. Yes, I suffered later. I personally like the black shoe more because it is far more cuter than the other one and I plan to wear it to next weekend event. I just think it will looks nicer with my black clothes than my boots. So in order to make the shoe comfortable to wear on my feet next week, I wore it to movie today.

Yes, I watched movie again and it is 'Thor'. I didn't like this movie at 1st but I heard from others that it is nice, so why not give it a shot? Conclusion? It is nice and I never thought Natalie Portman will be the heroin of the movie. It is a big surprise for me. I think the hero looks like the Sabretooth in the 1st X-Men movie, they are both blond, tall, muscular and they have the same kind of eyes. They are both sexy. Anyway how, it is a nice movie and too bad it was too short. They can include much more story in it but due to time restriction (this is not a Lord of the Ring movie =p), they can only made stories about the main part and it already used up an hour. @@

Oh back to the story, on my way to movie, which costs no more than 20 minutes, my new black shoe is hurting me by scrubbing the skin of my back heels and I ended up walked awkwardly to the cinema. Right after I'm on my seat, I took off the shoe from me and guess what I saw? BLOOD. And I didn't saw it on my feet, I saw it on my shoe. Yes, my shoe got my blood on it due to the scrubbing. My feet bleed after I walk on the shoe for not more than 20 minutes. What the heck? Can you imagine that? Here is a picture of my feet after bleeding.

 My left foot. It bleeds =(

 My right foot. It may looks more serious but it doesn't bleeds.

My shoe with blood. Yes, the stain on the middle is MY BLOOD.

Haiz...I ended up have to watched a very nice movie with hurting feet. Thanks to it I have hard time to concentrate in the cinema. Feel so sorry for the nice story. And my feet still hurt now. Very much.  Hmm... I still feel like want to wear the shoe to the event even though it hurts me so much. Never mind, I shall find some ways to overcome the heels problem. Buy some heels protection maybe? Or if I fail to come up with any solution, I might wear my sister's shoe then. The brown shoe with very high heels, it makes me uncomfortable as well but I want to look nice in the event. Now I know what they mean by women take beauty far more important than their live. I'm becoming one of them right? Haiz = =

♥ Movie ♥

I went for a movie today, 'Fast 5' !!!

As usual, it was full of actions, cars, speed and awesome storyline! Yes I know I know, it's just another blockbuster movie without any touching story or do not have any deep internal meaning behinds it, where some people might think that. But you know what, this is the kind of movie that makes people relax and forget all about their stress and ridiculous life, it's serve as the same purpose as shopping for women and sex for guy, I think so. And yes, I love it and I love the whole series except for Tokyo Drift, that one is a bit...don't know how to describe it for me but at the end I glad I watched that one, because if I didn't, I wouldn't have known Han!!! Don't you thinks he is sexy?

Anyway how, it was a really good movie. All main cast from Fast 1 till Fast 4 appears in this sequel. Yes, I mean all, and they include Ludacris, Hank and even the woman that was saved by Dom in previous movie. (Sorry I can't remember your name pretty >.<) How exciting is that? And for people who watch movie in cinema, I mean watch movies constantly in cinema, then you will know they always have extra 5 minutes story at the end of the movie. Fast 5 has it too! And it really make me excites about the next sequel Fast 6. So if you believes in ghost, there will be another unbelievable story in Fast 6, and this time I believe Dwayne Johnson and Eva Mendes will join us at the movie. Stay tune for it. =)

That's how I spend my good weekend!!! How about you??

4th day of work

Guess what? I managed to finish the worksheet by today!!! Yeah! I made it through the deadline and it's perfect, though I have ended up used my whole day to finished the one simple thing rather than just 1 or 2 hours = = Overestimated myself huh?
Anyway how, I finished my job for today and it's feels great! My boss even commented "Very good job" in her mail. Woah~ Though I know she might said it out of habits, it still makes my heart fly up to the sky. I really really love that when people give me compliment, it's just feels so right for all the sleep deprivation and eyes/back pain. I love this job more and more everyday, except that I get busier in the same way as well. = =

On the other hand, I'd made several mistakes on the presentation at the day before. There are different templates design use for presentation of each age group and I'm sure my colleague told me that when she explained the design to me, but apparently I did not kept that in mind as I used the same templates for the first two presentations I designed. Screwed!!! @_@ I end up need to transfer everything to where they should belong and it's exhausting. My eyes >.<

Haiz...Lesson of the day? Put your heart in the work, listened + remember what others said and be attentive to details, then you might get 20% success in your work/life. It's all about your attitude. The rest? 5% luck 75% other things. I think.

3rd day of work

Today is my 3rd day of working, and I haven't get my AI software, die die die!!

As usual, I reached the office at about 8am, and my working is from 9am to 6pm. Yeah, SO early I know, but this is what happen to you when you stay out of town, another state actually. Don't ask me why, I didn't bought the house and I am the one decided to work at town. Grrr...@ @

By the way, I didn't went to preschool today, the kids were out for field trip and I'm not following because I'm not their teacher. So I stayed at office for whole day, sit in front of my laptop and design the presentation slides for the kids. Eyes pain is a sure, and headache as well.  What's frustrated me the most is that I didn't manage to find the simplest definition for the concept of the math for the kids. Hmm... I shall ask for help from colleague tomorrow then.

This morning, I installed the AI software by transferred the software from the main pc in the office into my laptop. It was quick and my laptop doesn't hang. But here comes the news: Good news is, I now have the AI in my laptop, and I can use it to finishing the worksheet for children in preschool; bad news is, the worksheets were designed and saved using the CS3, the AI I got from the main pc is only CS, and it could not read the format of all worksheets. I mean ALL WORKSHEETS. Dang! So now even I have the software in my laptop, I could not use it to do my work, and I still have to borrow the laptop from the teacher tomorrow in order to finish all the worksheets by then. Yes, the deadline is tomorrow and I still got 15 more to go. Oh no, one simple thing that I can finish in 1 or 2 hours, now I have to wait for my turn to use the laptop and who knows how long it takes for my turn to use it. Haiz... I should have just buy the software myself, isn't I?

Anyway how, I managed to finished two presentations for the Math, and my colleague said I should have at least finish one or one and a half presentations everyday. Okay, that's not too bad I think, once I get used to the job I will be able to do things more quicker. My boss also told me that I have to design not only this worksheet for Malay, but English and literature as well for the preschool. Then other than the presentations slides for Math, I also have to prepare the slides for literature and other topics for the kids. Okay okay, it's headache enough to split myself into two different place, but I also have to do double of the work for each place, that is too much. Luckily I don't need to work on Sat, that means I have more time to finish my work in weekend and now I'm grateful that I don't have social life. Oops, it's not don't have social life, it's I don't have active social life. I do socialize you know, sometimes.

Haiz, overall my day wasn't too bad. I just have to get used to the designing so I can finish my work quicker ,try to get a newer version of AI so I can finish my worksheet, and improve my English so I can help myself out when I'm doing the presentations slides for literature. I know nothing about literature and stories!!! And my English SUCKS!

Time now is 11.20am and I've just finished my dinner at 10.45pm. Can I sleep while I'm full? I know it's not good for digestion but I'm really sleepy. I almost oversleep this morning because I slept at 12am yesterday. See how healthy I have become huh? Anyway, good night folks and goodnight to myself~ Zzzz

1st day of work

Today is my 1st day as intern. Hmm...How to describe the experience? Subtle? Or interesting? Subtle will be more suitable I think. Why is that? Apparently no one except the boss, who was not in today, aware that I will come in today, so I end up with nothing much to do. I don't have a laptop or pc to works with, and I need to use AI to edit the stuff the gave me, hmm... But overall I had a good day for starting up, especially every of my colleague were nice enough to guide me and try to find topic to chat with me, so sorry that I was too nervous to talk to you all >.< And I manage to remember all of their names, in my 1st day!! That is amazing enough for people like me who usually forget name after 5 minutes, good job C.Y!

There are three different centre which come under the same intern company I go to work. 1st one is the office, where I am suppose to help with the admin work and prepare presentation slides for classes. 2nd one is the preschool, where I will help the teacher to design the worksheet and play with the kids, I WISH! And the last centre is a day care centre, where the kids will stay while their parents are working. I met some cute kids there, wish my brother is as cute and adorable as them. Well manner of course.

So here's my schedule for the rest of the working period: For morning I need to be at the preschool to help the teachers design the worksheet, and at the afternoon, after lunch I suppose, I need to be at the office to prepare the presentation and do all the office stuff. This is what I get so far for my work and there are more to come once I get used to the things. Please don't assign me to the teaching, children there all speak BETTER English than I do!!

That's all for now, will try to update my everyday activities if possible~ Ciao~ ^^

Ah one more thing, they have microwave over there, that means I can prepare my own lunch and heat it over there everyday without wasting much money for it, nice one =)